full of shit

The past 24hrs is so not my day. when i was on my way home this morning some jerk asked me to show him my boobs. At work well another asshole told me to go to his car with him. It was like this my friends and I were gonna smoke to relieve a bit of stress from work, i approached these group of people to borrow a lighter since they were smoking, know what they did? they threw the cigarettes away and said they didn't have a lighter. So I was starting to walk away when the fattest man in their group said "wala akong lighter asa kotse ee, sumama ka nalang saken" putangina db? 

I dont get it. I was not wearing anything revealing, I had on my oversized cardigan, jeans and flats, i hardly looked like a fucking slut. Men are such assholes. I've been traumatized enough, I dont need this!!! After our shift my friends and I went to the PC login to time out, one of the assholes was there and he recognized me. He kept looking at me like he was taking my clothes off it made my skin crawl. Nakasabay pa namen sa elevator ang putangina, I broke down when I reached my locker I couldn't stop crying, every bad experience in my life came back to me. God I dont know how I can endure going back to work. I hate feeling unsafe, I've built such a wall around myself and to have that veneer cracked because of this is hard to accept.