FEBRUARY 2,2010. it was my sister's birthday, Ayi and Emman came over to our place to help celebrate. Ayi was lugging around his robots, Optimus Prime, Megatron and Bumblebee cos they happened to be my sister's favorites..i was newly single by then and at that point ayi and I were already texting, nothing serious, friends still, tho' honestly i was flirting a lil bit ;)
so we ended up drinking, but we weren't drunk, there were four of us, Berlin, Emman, Ayi and me and only one bottle of vodka so asa naman na malalasing kame. but the topic was crazy son! it centered on me and ayi . My sister and emman were hassling us to fess' up with the real score between us, but hey we had nothing to tell, at the time :) so on and on it went till at bout 3am Emman was bout to go home..
E:(asking ayi) tol ano sabay ka ba?
A:(looks at me) uwi na ko?
D:mamaya na :)
A:una ka na tol.
so he stayed for me. we were out on the porch, sitting beside each other, nothing physical, no hugs, no holding hands, no kisses.. we were just out there talking and we decided to wait for the sunrise but our backs were starting to hurt so we moved inside to sit on the couch. i rested my head on his shoulder and we ended up drifting to sleep, we shifted positions till we were cuddling. eventhough the couch was too small for us and we probably got less than two hours it was one of the best nights sleep i EVER had :)
im not very comfortable with guys at a close physical proximity because.. well it just reminds me of too much. But with Ayi, even from the start it was never threatening i always felt safe and secure in his arms..
Now when we cuddle he would place my head on the crook of his arm and hold me close while i link my fingers through his..
physical and emotional intimacy packed in one amazing boy ♥ i love you
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