i worry so much about getting my heart broken that i sometimes forget that he's gambling just as much and risking pain on every level i am. i can be hella selfish.
we were talking bout my fears last night and he just talked me through it. not by promising me forever, not by saying he would never hurt me, but by saying he would love me as long as he can, because he wants to be with me, and by trying his damnest not to do anything that he knows would hurt me.
and know what? that worked better than empty promises that are too hollow to stand their ground. that's what i love about ayi. he's for real, whatever he says it's nothing but honest.
but still questions are playing in my mind..
how do we know if they're right for us?
how do we know if we're right for them?
we can never really know..
we just have to believe. to have faith..
because no matter the shit in my past, i know i have never felt this intensity and security in a relationship..
mahal ko si ayi. mahal ako ni ayi.
im guessing that will be enough ♥
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