i got real upset with my boy while we were texting this afternoon. we were talkin bout his dad and ayi said somethin like "naiimagine ko tuloi sana ako nalang namatay". and that pissed me off so much i started to cry, i felt like crap boy what the hell is goin on in your mind.
i mean ako i made this conscious effort to get healthier. i quit smoking tryin really hard everyday not to light up. cos' eventhough we make no plans i want this long future with him. then he goes and says somethin that fucked up. tsss
he apologized, and he was really cute bout it. i guess he just didn't realize how his words would make me feel.
but still. :( i dont wanna be without him. it's not that i cant be happy or whatnot without him in my life, it's just i want him there. everyday. for a long ass time.
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